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Thursday, September 2, 2010

Stupid stuffs I do with a reason behind..

That day,

I did many stupid stuffs.. So stupid that I embarrassed myself..

I was walking under the rain, I ran finding for shade.. I got stunned.. I ran trying not to look. I fell on the ground, just because I SAW YOU.

I was eating with my friend, having fun till I choked myself , seeing YOU there.

I was laughing like a mad donkey with my friends, and spitted out a little saliva with embarrassment seeing YOU there.

I was walking to school, walked to my locker, forgetting my password, banging the locker, locker door smashed my face just because you're just 20 cm away from me.

I getting all fudge up, not getting a chance to have stuffs I want, when you came to me, COMFORTED me, I burst into happiness.

I woke up, seeing the clock, get ready, waiting for the bus, ride up the bus, noticing YOU behind me, feeling all nervous . I walked up the bus slipped and fall.

I'm sitting for an exam.. Seeing YOU two tables away from me.. Forgetting everything I've learned, I failed. Just staring at YOU during the whole examination.

I giving up everything, just FOR YOU.

But, only if YOU noticed how much I would do anything for YOU..

Only if YOU notice how much I meant to YOU..

Only if YOU knew that, my life is a hurricane without YOU..

Only if I could take a closer look and say Goodbye..

I wonder what I am without you?

I <3 YOU!

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Wednesday, September 1, 2010

So, don't wanna read, click X on your top right.

Okay.. :)

A place to crash, I got you.

Don't need to ask, I got you.

Hey You!

So, Hello people.. Life is filled with everything right? Literally, everything have occurred before.. to ME..

P.S : This is the time you click X.

Alright... days have been really bullshitty day by day. =] Nothing and NOTHING is perfect. I've been really depress these days. JADE knows how much.. & seriously.. to those who have actually done something to make me loose SOMEONE...for GOD sake, MYOB? .. =\

If you want that SOMEONE to actually not exist in my life, misunderstand or might even hate me, THESE peoples can actually face yourself IN FRONT of me but NOTbehind my back. If I were to literally find out ( I have already did ) who the REAL you are, NO.. I won't do anything BUT get my revenge back and see you cry your someone GOODBYE. You FUDGE.

Live a life.. Live YOUR life.. Don't come bragging yourself about YOUR un-awesome life.. Your Life, YOUR Prob..

In the happy side,

Ahahaha.. :) To actually make me not so .. Rawr; and might bite someone, I'm HYPER. Woooosh.. Ain't that normal for a girl named JAYLEEN ?Duhhh.. :D It ain't JAYLEEN without happiness you know.. :) I'm hyper .. all the time.. Just OBVIOUS eyh ? To literally hide MY DEPRESSION away.. right.. Anyways, I wanna EAT lollipop & ice-cream .. MAYBE CANDY CANES? Rawr; FATIMAH ZAINAL & REENA ! I'm NOT patient already.. :P

Conclusion : I NEVER AM PATIENT ! (=

In the unhappy side again,

Furthermore, gooosh.. SO ESSAY-ISH.. =_=" Anyways, day by day.. don't it get any depressing? Desperate Housewives ! I'm NO housewife...Bleeeh.. =] Neh, days in school only.. :) I do get all hyper at home.. really scary.. na-ah..not fun.. Nothing important for me to be depress anyways, what to do? Aha-aha.. :P Seeing stuffs I don't wanna see.. NOT nice you know.. oh BROWN COW.. Ok.. That was random .. :D I guess thats all I can say..

AGAIN in the happy side,

I got TWO side of brains.. THE RIGHT and THE LEFT.. Both my RIGHT and LEFT loves the same person.. :D

Ahahahaha.. but BOTH my BRAINS think DIFFERENT stuffs.. Ehehehehe.. (:

but.. they do love the same person alright..

I don't know why I'm talking about brains.. but they just BOOM in my head.. =]

1 September 2010

Happy 4th Month Anniversary .. "marriage"

SEE THE " " ..

Aha.. (:

Thanks for meluangkan your masa for reading this bullshits.. :)

I just need to actually, express a LITTLE bit..

To those who have clicked 'X' .. thanks for actually clicking on it.. and read the first few sentences..

I bet those who have clicked 'X' won't be reading right now either.. :)

J.K.T.Y

Tuna bread are awesome! (:

ORANG AND BLACK ARE VERY 'JENG JENG JENG' colour..

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Sunday, August 29, 2010

I'm gonna go bancrupt..but who cares when It is for them.. :)

Good Afternoon world.. and everybody , anyone.. :)

I'm here.. today.. OF COURSE.. I'm always here..

WHAT THE HELL..

I'm about to go.. BANCRUPT.

not bancrupt super bancrupt..

my bad.. i don't know how to spell..

BUT.. I don't mind being bancrupt for THEM !

Cause their birthdays are coming / have passed..

I need to literally go shoooping..

for..

KHATIJAH ASMAWI

ANDRE CHEONG

FATIMAH ZAINAL

DWITHA DAMAYANTHI

there might be more.. ☻

Heheee..

To you people whom birthday is coming..and.. have passed..

HER.. Khatijah Asmawi..
Her birthday still lama..
but need to save kan.. :)

My cousin.. Andre..
Didn't got him anything yet also! Though it have passed..

The girl in white... her birthday passed.. Yet.. I didn't get her anything YET..

Her birthday coming.. :)
Might be getting her something too!
LOL..
Sorry dwi.. I grabbed you punya picta..

♥ J.K.T.Y ♥

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Penang Cheer Conference

Hey all.. :)

Every girl has its inspiration.. neither do GUYS right?

and NO.. Its not wrong for Guys cheering..

It just makes them supppaaa.. HOT.. xD

P.S : That was random..

Sorry not much pictures.. was busy the whole day.. Might take some from YiMei..

This 3 pictures are Dana's.. thanks banyak-banyak DANA! (:

In Penang Youth Jam, there were.. wow.. a number of people with DSLR.

Anyways, I'm not suppose to talk anything about that.. x]

Penang Cheer Conference is to get back Northern Region !

and WE cheerleaders, DO want Northern Region you know.. :)

This event was held with US..

Thanks to all.. everybody.. everyone .. who came and support PENANG CHEER CONFERENCE.. :)

You people are fast learners.. You people are just awesome to be true.. :)

and WE .. do hope YOU people DO come for Northern Region..

I <3 you all !

VIVA-LA-VIVA.. <3

Give it up for the Cheer Wink! :)

and we say Y-O-U-T-H JAM!

We go all we cheerleaders are AWESOME.. :)