Yo, YOU.. Not YOU, YOU!.
right, I'm here for a reason.. of course.. I wouldn't wanna just POST SOMETHING that is written HI and BYE.. right?
Well, I kinda .. fought with a friend of mine, not exactly.. It wasn't me.. and NO, not blaming on anybody or so.. DO NOT wanna find bigger problems till the whole world goes KABOOM..
I'm not actually sure about it.. IT.. that IT.. yup.. I'm not really sure.. maybe it is because of 10 September 2010..or did I not pleased that friend of mine?
On the first day of Hari Raya, 10th September.. I got invited to Tuna's house.. me and one of my friend.. Well, ya.. like thaat.. I was having so much fun until I think of that friend.. I was like, Tuna didn't invite her.. that friend.. whyy? O_o..
So, I don't give a damn.. and so, Tuna said not to tell anybody..so, I kept it quiet .. until I couldn't not hide it from the truth.. I straight forward to her and tell her that I'm at Tuna's house for Hari Raya.. I didn't want to hide it from her.. though, its obvious that she hates me.. :(
So on, Tuna was there herself knowing i've told that girl.. her.. SO, Tuna's afraid that she'll not talk to her because of this.. but I told her, its better to tell it first before she finds out herself..and so, she knew..and if I were not to tell her, she'd might find out about it in facebook as we've been camwhoring a lot.. and the pictures will end up on facebook.. what is an event without pictures? SO, i didn't wanna hide the truth.. and so,
Telling her not to get angry, not to be all.. you know.. :)
Days pass, she getting all fudged up at me.. Getting all I HATE YOU..YOU SUCK.. and stuffs like.. I don't know..
What do I got to do with you?
Ya.. YOU are whom I actually gone closed to the starting of this year..
I did not regret on what I did but did regret knowing Tuna at the first place..
Whats with me actually? I am part of the wrongs in getting toooo close to Tuna.. and I know its wrong.. I've been telling her that I can actually get her out of my life, but yet you don't want to..
and so, I didn't.. Now, I actually regret listening to you..and not getting Tuna out of my life..
WHATS MY FRIGGIN PROBLEM?!
God damn it.. =_=
I've regret a part of it.. and a part of it , it is..
Whats your problem in getting all jealous or whatsoever? If you can't stand what i'm doing, you can just tell me straight in front of my face right? Whats the use talking behind my back? I'd know it sooner or later anyways, gosh.. =="
I really hate the way you do all those stuffs..
Hate the way you become over dramatic at times.. Being all .. crying and stuffs.. Seriously, YOU need to control your temper.. The way you talk doesn't make me mad.. it just makes me fudge up. Yes.. You're smarter than I am..Yes, you're better than I am.. and YES, MORE SENIORS like you than they do.. =_=..
So, whats the use of you getting all FUCKED up about me?
I didn't wanna curse..but at least one..
You may think that its fun playing these games but honestly, it isn't.. Trying playing it the other way around.. Its so not a game for us to play.. Its a game for us to solve.. Its nothing about complications and depression it is about, its about you and me solving stuffs in a way that it is meant to be..
Maybe if you think, take a seat. Talk to me, burst it all out, I might know my mistake and might understand.. You not telling me what I did, talking behind my back, telling my friends about me , isn't gonna work things out..
Please do think of me too and do NOT be selfish and just think about yourself.
If you work things out with me, I would work things out with you.
Only if you know, I never like to get in a fight like this.
I never did.